Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, – that’s knowledge. It’s in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it’s all darkness outside.

so…have faith.

ciaos.
-xy-

this break from the hectic school life of mugging, endless tests n exams, is really really much-needed n much-appreciated. i had lots of fun -> read “L.O.T.S!” well, tmr’s back to school n back to ‘A-level-life’ i guess…mmm hmm.

lets see what i’ve done. i had endless hours of lan, of dota and l4d (n yea halflife2 too). i had delicious chicken rice n seafood. i had great street soccer. i had one great movie, and another not-so-good movie. i sat on the sgpore flyer for my first time n it was a great time. i had to chance to PLAN a prank. i got scared shit-less by a goddamnn-ed wooden box. i almost had a beach outing, TWICE. i almost had a kbox-outing (if we had more time).

BUT, most important of all, i had AWESOME company (esp with the DTG gang n not forgetting the GTG gang too) (: thankyou very much to all my much-loved friends for these 5 very lovely days. here’s wishing a very happy belated birthday to my dearest kanglong, serene (yes you too), EDMUND TEO, miss dictator-LORD Syikin and of course, the ever lovely adeline. (did i miss anyone out? these r all the September babies right? mmm) i had GREAT fun during this period of time n i ABSOLUTELY cant wait for Alvl’s to end, so that we can do it all again. for everyday and every other day and every other day next and on and on and on….

if i walk would you run
if i stop would you come
if i say you’re the one, would you believe me
ciaos.
-xy-

i was looking forward to a day of “sun, sand, surf” at SENTOSA tmr, probably at siloso beach, the best beach in sgpore. i can already feel the waves calling me, and the white sand beneath my feet, and the salty seabreeze blowing in my hair. i can imagine myself in my ripcurl broadshorts n cool scott sunglasses, playing beach volleyball with the odac guys, and creating sand sculptures of ridiculously retarded stuff with the others

BUT DAMNNIT, it got frickin’ cancelled! i was like “wtf, wtf, wtf, wtf….” WALAO eh, SIBEI DULAN can, make me already so happy then in the end kena cancel. i feel like swearing sia (yes ‘wtf’ is not considered a bloody-swear-word unless u spell the F out) ta-ma-de.

last but not the least, we are replacing a FUN day at the beach with a…. simple lunch (yes. simple lunch. read-> S.I.M.P.L.E) n “MAYBE” do something after that. wow. im like so happy. yay. jump for joy. wa kao….
i know all this not the fault of the planners (welfare ics) so i dont blame you’all, but its just….ughhh sibei sian can. i thought we were like “O.D.A.C” man. so much for tomorrow….

ciaos.
(a rather pissed) -xy-

wah shit, the long weekend’s n rest days are over already, n tmr’s gonna be prelims again! i know…sian right? haha but this break right smack in the middle of our prelims ain’t really useful. cos i think the time i used to play games n watch movie n go out is more than the time used for studying xD damn shiok sia!

today i had my NS PesD checkup, had to go to NHC for ECG test where they use some probe n apply gel on ur  body n scan ur heart….it’s quite cool, n quite ticklish too i must say! haha they said my heart’s totally fine so yay! i celebrated by eating chocolate waffle n drinking a blueberry iceblend, the lady who ran the shop look FREAKIN like stephanie sia! got the abit blurblur look but oso very happy-go-luckish cheerfulness. haha. ohh after that went to MMI for treadmill test, ok lar, my heart rate’s abit abnormal but still normal….haha. the guys there damn friendly. after that, finally no more checkup liao, so can go home, yay!

i just realised i miss school (: what i miss most are like:

1) dahlia’s tiramisu every morning (haha yes, this is on the top of my list, u should be honoured, dahlia)
2) kua chiobu. n talking with girls
3) talkin’ cock in odac room with my fellow odac-ers ->i esp like telling jiani about my colourful life n disturbing her too, heheheh xD n telling weiting how im gonna get my fix of ‘magic mushroom’ n seeing her become paranoid. n going for massive lan outings with L4D gang (seeing wilson kangchiong is super exciting, i swear. haha u can ask kanglong n sihan, i think they’d agree very much too )
4) lunch OUTSIDE SCHOOL with s43 (very impt, must b outside sch)

there’s actually alot more stuff i miss about school-life. haha but these are some of the most impt. yepp. today’s tuesday night, my favourite night cos there’s “Mentalist” n “CSI Miami”. yay shiok!

P.S. ToaPayoh’s a damn nice place to run esp at night after a rain. super-duper awesome!  (:

ciaos.
-xy-

CHEONG PORYEE IS BORED LIKE MAD STUDYING. SO I SHALL POST A POST SO THAT HE CAN BE RELIEVED OF HIS BOREDOM. ULTIMATE NEHNEHPOKS. but yea…its been a long time since i last wordpress-ed

had GP Prelims yesterday. well…it was okay lar, just do lor. like before GP exam cannot stress de…last night still watch Mentalist n CSI before sleeping. haha! but i’ve quite a good feeling about my essay cos its like (the first time?) i actually prepared for essay n i MIGHT score my highest mark yet after that, went Astons with my class to makan, as always, Astons food was DE-LI-CIOUS, i absolutely love the fries n potato salad there. wanted to play LAN afterwards BUTT…we decided to be good boys

y’know since now’s ’study break’, how much time do you really dedicate to QUALITY studying? i just cant seem to study in the mid-noon(like around 3plus/4pm), but i guess its cos i study frm morning so im just like SUPER SIAN, so i just go to sleep xD and study again at night (: then comes late-night time, which is specially dedicated to relax n enjoy. ystrday, i learnt how to play “unwell-MatchBoxTwenty” and “My life would suck without you-Kelly Clarkson” on guitar, they are fantastic songs man! n i watched SAW before i slept…crazy show man…absolutely crazy. but its damn interesting to watch cos like Jigsaw (the mastermind behind all the crazyness) is DAMN smart, not to mention sadistic too.

okay, i shall now go back to econs cos i wanna watch movie later….goodluck with studies (: n wish me luck too! i need it! i dont need a “studybreak” i need a freakin “break from studies”! yea

Forget it-Breaking Benjamin
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You’re the part of me that I don’t wanna see

Forget it.

ciaos.
-xy-

this weekend has been great. friday was half-day (n for me the day ended at 11.35am!) n im proud to say that i had done a very VERY stupid, immature n dangerous thing, but it was fun nonetheless!

ohh yea…”Absolute Boyfriend” ’s gotta be one of the best Drama shows i’ve watched yet! its damn nice…but so sad the show end liao. anw if u dont know, the theme song for that show is “Okaeri” by Ayaka and its damn nice too, one of my favourites now  (:

watched singapore get thrashed 5-0 by liverpool on sunday. felt quite stupid after watching it, like wasted 90mins of my life lar. first half was damn boring, n the goal just before half time…sialar, that one should have been saved. liverpool finally sent in the good players like torres, 30mins to the end of the match. finally sia…but no magnificent goals though.

lucky monday’s an off-day for us Victorians, cos i didnt really study much during the weekend (sunday was great though, i woke up at 10am n studied till like 6pm), so i had time to catch up with my studies. plus, the weather today was AWESOME, rainy, windy n cold, perfect for sleep. BUT…i didnt really finish everything i set out to study. cos for some weird reason, i felt damn tired this morning. like i woke up at 11 n breakfast-ed n started doing chem mcqs…next thing i realise was that i was nodding off! sialar! so i went to sleep abit. but very strangely i was dreaming that i was dreaming! haha if i rmb correctly, i had like 3 dreams weird huh? ohh wells…after that i woke up n went out with my sis to get some junk food (read UNHEALTHY) n redbull…n i felt really awake then. i think next week onwards, i really ought to stop playing n start using the time to do work. mmm yepps, must get my As sia!

okay, tmr’s school so i gotta sleep soon (its 12.20 already!). haha if only tmr’s an off-day too…mmm but im looking forward to sch lar, yays!

I pretend to be indifferent again
And smile as I paint over sorrow’s colors
Even though I understand the importance of believing
I still find myself doubting now

ciaos.
-xy-

ohh gosh, tommorow’s the start of the seemingly-never-ending CTs! darnn, i really hope the week passes really quickly

GP tmr, sialar…for me GP is a ‘by-luck’ subject cos like u wont know what topics gonna come out for essay (n also bcos i never really study for it xD). so im kinda worried y’know, cos like i spent the entire hols n past week doing other subjects. the day after GP will be econs n chem. econs is another worrisome subject too, cos im not fully prepared for it (who isnt huh?) n yea…i know that i dont put as much focus on it as other subjects

GP n econs, being the first 2 papers, will kinda be a down-er for me. so hopefully, they’ll pass painlessly by. after that, the only way to go is UP

i rmbed i promised my ‘cher that i’d get at least ‘A,B,C,D’ but yea i plan to do better man…like wayyy better. so goodluck to me, n to y’all out there. haha

ciaos.
-xy-

hello everyone, i’m gonna dedicate this post to my sister, cos she has somehow made me discover the the “simplicity of happiness” (sometimes only though… xD)

remember the “good ol’ days” when we were young, innocent, exuberant kids who like never run out of energy n good cheer? if u dont, i feel really sorry for you, but fret not…read on n u’ll soon find out how much you’ve really missed (dig T-O-O-B-A-D man’)

one fine day when i was studying in my living room, my sis went up to the window (no she didnt jump down u nehnehpok…this aint a steven king post), took out a pink coloured bottle, uncapped it, and started blowing bubbles! actually i smelt the liquid in the bottle before i saw it cos it was strawberry flavoured. (i can hear saying to urself right now…”strawberry flavoured bubbles? for wad sia? to eat arh?” but heyy…it smells good kay) anyway, she started blowing bubbles, n i just sat there. n laughed! yes, i laughed! haha for no reason whatsoever…its just so indescribably ‘funny’ watching her blow bubbles. So, i took a turn myself n started to blow bubbles too (i know how gay this sounds, but heyy its fun so i dont care! haha!) n i just smiled n lauged n i got happy~ oohh~ happy, yay~ (:

watching the bubbles floating around in the sky’s sorta therapeutic (especially during stressful times like EXAMS!), n cheap, n fun, n most of all, it makes u happy! it sorta makes me feel like one of those dumb unicorns u find which goes “Charrrrlieeeeee~” in “charlie the unicorn” on youtube. so friends, forget what u’re doing, grab the nearest bottle of soapsuds, arm urself with the blowing-thingy-u-find-on-the-cap, find a friend (or find the nearest most-friendly-looking-thing) and start BLOWING your way to happiness

bubbles of course.

ciaos.
-xy-                                                    n bubbles

odac’s planning to go for OT3 after A levels. and yes…for OT3, obviously we GOTTA go to the BEST place in the world, cos next yr when all the guys go army, we can kiss goodbye to sww-eee-tt freedom baby.
okay “where’s the ‘best place in the world’ u might ask…well it’s none other than the Maldives )

“what” to do? the 4 magic S-es. basically sun, sand, surf and of course, snorkel! i envision myself sitting in a cool deck chair under the shade of the swaying coconut tree, feeling the warm breeze brush against my face. in my left hand will be my piña colada and in my right will be a relaxing chick lit book -> think ‘Charmed and Dangerous’ by Candace Havens (if u havent read this yet…go check it out, its damn good, i swear)

in the morning n noon, for the adventurous people, we can go check out one of Maladives’s 100++++ islands, the coral reefs there are AMAZINGLY BEA-u-tiful!…or for the slackers, u can relax like me in another deck chair n for the chi-go-pehs, u can oogle n stare at the bikini babes. or for the girls, u’all can googoo-gahgah over the super-hot hunks. wow huh?
in the evening, we’ll sleep. why? cos when night comes, we’ll wanna have enough energy to party the night away! ‘hell yea man!’ imagine drinkin till ur hearts desire, with the white pearly sands beneath your feet, feeling the gentle, cool ocean breeze, lying under the vast canopy of stars and of course, in the company of friends-like-no-other, and lastly, with nothing else to worry except “what am i gonna do tmr?” now…that’d be a blast. (of cos, there MUST be drinks)

“budget” -> im too lost in my daydreaming to figure it out…but hey! the maldives is like near sri lanka? so go figure!
“when” -> december or late november! like duhh~
“how long” -> when u sun tan day after day after day till u get as black as me…then u know its TIME TO GO HOME (or use some SK2)

holidays baby. juz thinkin’ bout it makes me go ~sigh~ its still a loooong way from now, but oh wells…life’s like that (:
ohh yea…waddya think bout my ideal holiday moment above? leave a comment ya

ciaos.
-xy-

i’m gonna rant. so if u’re tired of ppl complaining n whining about their miserable lives (dont get me wrong, i’ve a VERY exciting life), n are looking for something new, funny, interesting to read…im afraid im gonna disappoint you (altho its actually kinda interesting). one thing i can promise u though, there’s not gonna b any vulgar language below though i feel like using it…but yea no way man

it was supposed to be a happy, light-hearted, fun outing together. well, it definitely was. until dinner. y must u keep insisting that i treat? can’t u tell i dont frickin’ FEEL like treating? call me a cheapskate. call me an ass. but i dont care, cos i only treat ppl when i feel like it. n its not my frickin’ fault that i ate before meeting u right? how was i supposed to know we were gonna eat dinner together? no one said so. n y do u keep harping on it n making such a big fuss? whaddaya want me to do? vomit out all i ate n eat with u? n cm’on, just because i dont wanna treat, u were like damn frickin’ bitch to me can. and u blame me for it. even though u were sitting beside me eating too. n yea its like all my fault can. and wassup with the  ‘keep insulting me’ syndrome? u tend to do that esp when there’s like girls around y’know? is that ur way of impressing them or something? n after that why say sorry when u dont mean it? please. u dont even LOOK apologetic. n then insult me somemore. at that point, i really wanted to tell you “FRICKIN’ FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO INSULT!” n leave, cos i dont have to put up with this. and to u, i feel like throwing my ten bucks at you n say “it’s my treat. enjoy!” but i didnt, cos someone once told me to -think twice before i act- so…yea i put up with it. im the kind who doesnt really like to voice out my unhappiness, cos i know its only gonna make things more awkward. so ohh what do i do? i keep quiet n pretend everything’s all right. yea right c’mon lar.

okay that’s it. if you’re the “u” i was talkin bout on top, just know im not angry, not anymore (i think). im not THAT petty can. this is just a just-to-let-you-know kinda thing, so yea just forget about it can

ciaos.
-xy-